Day 4

Breakfast: nothing
Lunch: Vermicelli (Japanese thin noodles) w/ green leaf lettuce
Snack: Cashews, cup of juice
Dinner: slice of veggie pizza, cup of juice
Snack: cup of 2% milk

Workout: none

I was feeling really lazy today so I didn't workout, I'll probably do some stretches before I sleep. I notice that every time I'm in the bathroom, I'm tempted to weigh myself, and at the same time scared to! I don't want to know if I gained or lost weight. I prefer if people just told me that I looked like I lost weight. Because I guess it doesn't matter how much I weigh, it just matters if I've gotten slimmer.

I'm not trying to say that there's something wrong being big. Girls who are big, are actually very pretty inside and out, well most of them, just like thin girls. But being big isn't for me, my body is out of proportion, like my chest is slim, and then my tummy area bulges out, and then my legs are slim. So basically I have a muffin top, which throws my outfits out of proportion.